It hurts .
May 21, 2011 // 0 comments
Emo timee ~ Taknak baca , pergi blah sekarang.
Girls , if youre reading this , keep reading . This post is sincerely from my heart . No lies , I promise .
I knw I act like a arrogant girl at school . But the reason is , I just want to be more mature . Yes , I take things very seriously . Lately , I laugh for something's not funny . It's hard to laugh this days and I dont knw why . My bestfriend kept leaving me and be with the other girls which is better than me . I guess you know who is it . Don't need to knw her name . In class , she'll always talk to her new bestf , the girl next to her . And she rarely talk to me now . She'll be with her friends , so I guess I'm not important anymore . When I share my problems , she will be like she doesn't care at all . She'll not try to solve the problems . Well I guess it's okay now , don't bother to talk to me anymore . I don't care anymore .
And for the other girls yang selalu cakap Hi kat nrein bila nrein datang kat canteen tu , sorry lah kan . These days kinda hard nak senyum . Sebab my girlfriends , which is maybe you yang reading this , selalu macam tak kesah pasal Norein langsung . Uhh , KRK 1 takde sorang pun , semua baik . KRK 2 pun (: KRK 3 memang takde langsung lah kan . But KRK 4 , ada 2 girls yang mcm tu . Both of them selalu biarkan je nrein sorang sorang jalan kat belakang . Diorang tak kesah pun kalau Nrein dah mati ke tak .
A very big thankyou for Leesa . Why ? Because she's the one I share problems with . She'll always hug me when she meet me . She'll say my name like so cute like ' Noreeeinnn ' . What about you ' bestfriend ' ? So called bestfriend -.- I'm so sad . Till I have to cut . I have to , it release the pain . Which is you're the one who's making me in pain all of these days . And if I cut , there goes the sadness away . Although it hurts , but it's better than being with you . Sumpah sakit hati tau tak ? Nrein tulis benda ni atas sampai bawah , air mata pun dah berderas . Ni kan dekat sekolah . Menangis dalam hati je , kau tau apa ? Aku nak cerita , kau pergi dengar cerita bodoh ngan kawan kau tu .
Aku tak suka kawan dengan kawan kawan kau , sebab your friends mcm gila sex . Kau tau kan benda tu berdosa ? Nak pergi ckp benda tu masa nak solat . Eh tolong lah , cakap pasal benda lain . Yr friends selalu ckp pasal sex , pasal boys . I was like DUDE . THEY'RE NOT EVEN IMPORTANT . SETIAP HARI , SETIAP MINUTE MESTI JE ADA BENDA MCM TU . WAJIB KE SIAL ? Pastu , bila nrein tnye je ' apa apa ? ' you guys mesti jawab ' takde papee .. ' . Sakit hati tau tak babi ? Aku mencarut bnyk malam ni . Ha'ah sebab kau lah aku mencarut . Aku tk kesah , biar lah aku mampus pun .
And for other girls , semua benda ni , takde satu pun pasal korang . It's all about my so called bestfriend and 3 other sluts . Please be my new bestfriend . I need her no more . I need a true bestf who doesn't talk about bad stuffs . Please , be my new bestf . Thnkyou . And this post supposed to be laagi panjang , but takut korang malas nak baca kan . So later I'll make the other post . Thanks k bye .