I don't want this anymore .

The truth is , I don't really love you .  I'm sorry , but this is my moody time . You don't wanna read this , then okay . Get out from this blog . Dearest A , I'm sorry for lying to you about the 'Iloveyou sayang' . Well , I don't , I don't sincerely love you . I don't know weather you can read this or not , or maybe some of your friends will read this and tell you about this , I'm really sorry . 

If you're asking why I accept to be yours ,its because I feel sorry for you cause you said you can't forget about me when we first broke up . Then we're back together . Then we broke up again . Then you're with one of my bestfriend and I'm happy with it . But then after 5 days , you say Hi to me and told me it was over . I'm really shocked , I really do .

Then you told me you've changed  . So I asked what can I do to make you change to your original attitude bck and you say ' you ' . So we're back together and today is the 22th day we're together . Maybe , this day will be the last day we'll be together , I'm sorry ):

I have to , sorry for breaking your heart Aliff , but you will still be in my heart , forever . Maybe we can be bestfriends , like the old days , you remember ? Yeah I want tht . Hmm , goodbye Aliff , if you're asking why , I will not answer . Thankyou sayang for everything (': I will be with you , don't worry .

And sorry cause we can't be for 5 months like you wanted to :'( 

I cried , so hope you don't (: Hve a really good life :)