Nampak tak? Nampak tak?! 

Hehe hi every sexy body. My hajat is now termakbul ye. Worn tudung for like 9 days already! I'm so proud of myself :B Yes, I still don't know how to wear it properly, but I have friends and sisters to help me :) Thanks to them! Hehe. So the title for today is, complicated.

You know what? I apologised to Ras, Raja, Fatin, Dhiyani, Zura and Leesa. Zura tu, saja je mintak maaf, sebab saya sayang dia. Haha. Ras, Raja, Fatin and Zura accepted my apologise which makes my heart soo happy! Thanks to them, hihi I love you girls :) Well, Dhiyani and Leesa, no response. Thus, me and Leesa had a fight again. I seriously don't get it. I apologised and all I got was being called 'bitch'. At least if tak nak maafkan pun cakap je lah elok elok. Tak susah pun. Dhiyani? No response at all. I'll wait and see. I guess that she'll not forgive me like Leesa did. 

Yes, I am not scared to put their names here. Just bcs they're cool enough, doesn't mean that they can bring me down. I apologised, just up to you lah nak maafkan ke tak. It is just, dude dahlah tu with mengutuk ok. Bukan apa, just for your reminder, Allah tak suka orang yang bergaduh. My mum told me that since I was a kid, till now dia asyik cakap. Cs dia tau I have problems with friends. So like terbuka hati lah en nak mintak maaf. My rules in life, if orang cari pasal, I'll bang them back with my words. I'm not that mean to bang them with my fist. Kau cari pasal, kau dapat lah balik. Kalau aku betul, kau salah. Jangan nak cover cover.  

Go on, tell me I'm alim or bajet innocent or whaaaaaaaatever. But just, it's not wrong to apologise. To say this stuffs to you. Tak berdosa pun. I'm not innocent, I just want everything to be normal again. But she chose not to, so yes, Idc anymore. Oh and to you readers, I want to apologise to every single one of you. Please forgive me :/ I think I'm changing myself to a better person.. Or maybe I'm worst now :o That's why like nak pakai tudung, nak mintak maaf and all. My sister told me that I'm different now. I'm everything nice and less mean. Lol Idk................................. Ok, it's 3:50am now and I have school today! Ya Allah, why am I still not sleeping? Aite, think that's all. Toodles.