Hi everyone! So, as everyone can see, I've changed my theme. Lol, I didn't change it. My beloved friend helped me with this :) Thankyousoomuch Iffah! I appreciate it, a lot :* How was everyone going? Fine? Hope so :) Well my life.... Miserable as always. Heh, I feel like a barbie doll. I fake smiles, laughs. Everything. I'm fake as a barbie. I did this fake things, bcs of my friends. My friends are the reason. Friends, you're reading this? Yes I cry bcs of you. You...bullied me. You used me for your own sake. And for me, that's bad. That's mean. Okay? Mean. I can't stand living like this. You know, I've been crying every.single.day since I entered the life of 2012. This sucks big time dude. I don't even want to live in this planet anymore. Yeah, yeah I admit, sometimes, it's my fault. At least I admit. Unlike you. You just wanna find my mistakes. Acting like you're innocent. Oh please. 

I'm emo? YES  I AM. PROBLEM? So then just fucking stop reading this shit and go, do something else. I CRY EVERY NIGHT OKAY. BECAUSE OF YOU. Don't you feel guilty now? I treated you like a sister and that's the best I can give. And now, you're using me? You think I'm a plastic? Nak guna, campak, pastu recycle, guna balik? Weh bodoh, aku sayang kau lah sial. Kenapa kau tak pernah appreciate? Kenapa nak suruh aku buat first move jugak? I have made the first move for certain times. And you. You don't even have that intention to say hi. When we fight, who hugged you? Who started it? Who said sorry?! Me. Me. And me. We fought for a lot of times. Because of my mistakes, because of your mistakes and because of misunderstanding. This is sad. Bukan sorang je tau. Bukan semua. But some. Some of you. 

Everything, mintak aku. Kau ingat aku robot lah bagi kau semua? I'm mad lah doh. Stop this nonsense. I don't live to please you. You're not my boss. I am now standing with my own feet. I trust nobody. I just, I just want to care about NOTHING and live like NOTHING happened. Like, refreshing this life. I hope that I can. Shiz, stop nrein stop. It's time to be happy. You were to be happy :) Even if there's some of your friends tak appreciate your existense, you know, one of them must have. One of them do appreciate, you just don't know that. Uuu I'm good at motivating myself. But still, I know nobody will appreciate me. Well, I'll just sit in the corner then. Haha :) Oh and hi. I want to apologise for everything that I did to you readers. Bye :)